Will Never Leave W.N.L

Life in Langkawi is very fun, but sad as well, being far apart from my bee, i miss you a lot!! Not just normal a lot but is a lot and more a lot,i love her so much!!!!!!!! I don’t know why? But time will take place, sooner, this will goes different, but i promise, how different will or or going to be, i will still only love you no others, only you and will be you, cause i love you!! Im fear, fear you will run away from me, cause of something happens here, i scare you will be like that, i don’t want, and i don’t wish that will happen!! Argh!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today,

look into the eye,

i feel there is so much to tell,

but a kiss would do all the job,

your hand,

give me a nice hug,

it always making magic,

love magic!!

by giving me a nice hug,

a simple pinch on my hand.

a very simple holding hand, smile, hug and kiss,

makes my heart warm up,

makes me happy!^^

a simple way to show you that i love you,

is to tell you i love you bee,

look into that two small round little eye,

hope that you wouldnt push me away,

and keep me back, telling me i love you as well,

things just started not long ago,

and i going go leave you alone,

is not fair for you,

but this might be 1 of our challenge,

see do we have the faith to last long,

i believe we do,

the changes you made,

the love you give me,

i dont know im living in a dream, or what i should say?

heaven

just to say i love you~

Today I'm happy,

Cause i got to see you,

Cause i got to hug you tight,

Cause i know you better more,

Cause there is no time between us already,

today's outing was quite complicated from the start,

but everything when very smoothly,

i sense your present all time!!

you look at me every moment,

for what is surprising is,

you bring me back to school,

my high school,

was very very experience want,

wearing normal clothing walking around the school,

just like a super star walking at the roadside,

everybody keep on stare at me,

damn im shit up,

then you seated on my lap,

wow,

pingpong guys keep on drop their ball,

aiks,

never see people dating before ma?

go find yourself 1,

then you said maybe they dont have,

you are a bad girl~

To my honey bee~

Thank you awhy for giving everything that I want,

Sweet memory has already start,

And love that is not just love that simple,

I feel that is more than just love~

I will appreciate it badly~

When I’m sad,

You are there to make sure there is nothing to sad for,

Then you quickly make me happy again,

Even you don’t know what to do.

^^

Couple of drink with friend and all about you~

Last night I have couple drink with my friends,

Went not right,

So I stopped,

Because I promise somebody to look after myself, (my liver)

So I went back home early,

Call my baby,

Then she is in the phone with somebody,

So I waited, for my turn,

Turns up, she is not alright too, drinking because I’m drinking,

I’m sorry that I make your heart pain,

Because you told me that,

You drink because your pain,

You want to get hang over and feel better,

But Bee you are wrong, the best way is to talk to me,

Don’t know I should get happy or I shouldn’t,

Wake up this morning I saw her blog,

She was so missing, until a sudden,

Everything in her mind is clear,

Willing to be with me even a huge 6 month,

I don’t know I should get angry at her or I should just love her more,

You make me very the flying high and low sometime~

But I like it~

To my girl~<3 AWHY!!

I will not hide, I will not even denied,

What happens in 17 June 2009,

1537,

We are together,

Me and Amanda,

Once again,

After years of loving me,

I’m happy you finally found me,

In all kind of situation I having right now,

Sad,

You find me,

Make me happy,

Sad,

I call you,

You make me even happier,

Things that will hurt our relationship,

You changed, because of me,

Things that will make my health getting worst,

You want me to change,

Because you cares about me,

Hsueh Yan, you accept whoever I’m,

Smoker, drinker, playboy, poor, idiot, and worst,

Because of love?

Fear inside your heart,

That I plant for few years back,

But you still want me,

Because of love?

Showing me how important I’m to you,

You will get what I have, heart.