Last day of May

Last day of May,

Two month after March,

Even is just a short 30 minutes,

But I treasure it,

I’m happy,

Thank you for your time,

Thanks very much!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO

I want to be happy again!!!!

I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
23.23 25MAY
03.00 13MAR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I don’t know who I’m anymore

I have gone to nowhere,

I have to find myself back,

I have to find myself back and bring it back right here,

I have to bring myself up again,

Where even I gone through will get worst,

People will get hurt,

I’m kind of virus,

Everybody avoiding me,

I want to leave the world I have with all the people,

But I don’t wish to be alone,

I need helps,

Where I can get help,

Where I can get myself back,

Is it long gone?

Is it no helps outside anymore?

I don’t know how to share problem with friends anymore.

I don’t know how long I can take,

I don’t know what they are thinking anymore,

Today,

My cousin’s friend said I have a good on reading people’s though, when in a game.

Do I?

I don’t know what you are thinking.

I’m a failure.

What i want to say to you

I don’t know you still got feeling on me or not,

But I do still have feeling on you,

I just want to say I love you,

I really do mean that,

I mean it so much,

That likes I just born to you,

Our attitudes is so similar,

Our ways of finding is almost the same,

Hardly can find a person like you,

I admit you are a girl which hard to get.

Stop saying sorry, i meant it

I mean it don’t say anymore sorry,

And keep moving,

Now you have a good person with you,

Treasure it,

Love it,

Hold it,

We still can be close friend,

You still can find me when you are not happy,

I promise I will find you if I’m not happy,

You promise me not to be sorry, but you broke,

You promise me to be happy, but you broke

I promise I will be happy, but I broke,

I promise I won’t lie to you, but I broke,

So now we are even,

From now on no more breaking, and broken.

Just keep on the promise and stay contact,

This is all I ask for….

Can do for me?

Night with friend and broken heart

24th may,
I go went out with my oldies,

go out have a movie,

“I love you men” worth watching




Is not gay movie,

Seriously will laugh you ass off,

The words they all using, every words,

Seriously,

Wow..

Haha.


Then late night we when drinking, at xxx place, xxx time, can say is very the late,

This is the convo we have on the way going there,

A: Hey I’m hungry men, later don’t go drink before eating la, easy drink ma..
B: okie la I know la, you go relax yourself there ba, don’t think so much.
After reach there,

There was another fella,

Asking me can drink or not, how many bottle,

Then I said, can de la, doesn’t matter la, just drink la,

So end up 1 and half a bottle before eating,

Everything start to be smooth, I thought is alright,

Then later it goes very harsh, and pain,

Therefore, pain of love, pain of everything came in,

Asked to go back early,

In the way of going back,

Tears for love, could not control,

Drip out like a water pipe,

Everything goes so sudden, freak out my friend,

So damn fucking hard, to believe I did that, but I did.

New page

A bran new page with only your name

Doesn’t matter how far we will be,

Doesn’t matter how different we are,

I will still be with you,

Feeling that have for me is not simple,

I know,

For the love I have to you,
Just want to tell you

I love you.

Don’t worry, I will always there for you.

Pages

After 1 year of relationship,

Everything has ended,

Promises have broken,

Red mean for heart and passion has been drop and break into pieces and flow along the river.

Let go and move on, is often heard.

Friends is waiting,

Love is waiting,

Why I’m not moving?

Fear?

Fear being love again?

Fear being bring up and drop right back down again?

What is fear?

What is love?

I’m not lonely!

Am I?

I’m not a coward!

Am I?

Few of you know what I’m writing; few of you think you know what I’m writing; few of you don’t know what I’m writing.

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sorry for all my friend, i have lost my old account's pass word so i was thinking to make a new want with my new name too. peace out take care guys.