What happen to me?

Today got a lot of things have happen on me, my mind start to have a lot illusion, a lot of unreal things, I don’t really like, I imagine I’m playing basketball, I dancing, I’m a killer, think what I will do if on that kind of situation. Keep on imagine all kind of things, I don’t know why,

Just now eating, my mum asked me why am I eating white rice only, then only I realize that I never pick any meat or vege, I feel that I’m start to change, I don’t know what I’m thinking at all,

Is it because of that surgeon?

Is there something behind my head?

Where the surgeon was happed,

Start to loss memory?

Or start to create memory?

I’m confuses,

I’m even asking is there even true,

I’m fear…

I think I need talk with friends……..

Who willing to help?